Officially Smitten. I haven't been able to think about anyone or anything else since Wednesday night. Her beautiful eyes keep popping onto the viewscreen in my brain. I keep replaying the images, sounds, and sensations of our evening together Wednesday night over and over in my heart and in my mind. For the first time ever, there are no "warning signals" going off in my brain, no irrational fears, no doubts. It all just feels right, so right. I feel a deep emotional and spiritual connection with her. When I am with her, I am engulfed in intense beauty and light. She brings out a sense of the romantic in me that I have never been able to express before. I called her on the phone last night, and we giggled like children. She is leaving for a week to visit her daughters in Portland and Yosemite, but we will get to see each other briefly this afternoon before she leaves. I will have to busy myself with acting class, improv, the NCAA tournament, work, and church, but I know she will remain in my heart and on my mind. I have never felt this way about anyone before. Is this what falling in love is really like? Thank you God, for drawing Susan into my life.